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maybe i just can't let go.
maybe i just don't want to.
so many maybes, i just want to find the release catch.
these uncertainties revolving around me.
when will i be safe?

shutting my eyes.
slowing my breath.
i retreat deep within myself.
and then i ask.
what do i want?

maybe as i grow older.
as i grow up.
as i start thinking,
thinking about all the things i shall have to think about.
maybe i changed.
maybe i started caring for what i hadn't cared for,
and started ignoring all the others.
my mind set on another course.
a course i probably had no idea, no plans of.

maybe, maybe, maybe.
maybe this is why i'm living.
to experience, to feel.
to think, to live.

maybe i've just gone over-emotional. xP


Comments:



aargh~~~
today's society was a nightmare...haha, no idea why i suddenly freaked out and got stage fright...zomg and my voice automatically lockdown and et cetera...how embarassing haha xP...i kept rolling my eyes...lolx the way milo tcher acted it out for me to see xP how how how embarassing haha~i think its already a habit, rolling my eyes when i'm thinking~

wowhz~~~
there was a major discussion in class today (just our gang laa) about if our friendship will last...dunno why girls are much more emotional than guyz, why guyz are so much more hot blooded than girls...==" personally i think this isn't a big problem anywayz so why bother so much? but still. hey pals, even if we split up we'll still be friends larh~so don't worry if we can stick together or not, what matters most is that we cherish this friendship in our hearts =) forever~so don't cry and don't be too fast to get agitated and start saying we should split up right away==" idiotic eejits. huh~ am i weird or what? i sound cold blooded T^T

hmph~~~
i wanna take pictures of all my fwenz. how? zzZ...
and lemme think huh. i still have art to finish huh. =="
bwaiiz. i really wanna post up pics of y'all. huh.



Comments:


woww~

二仁加油!

今天又新交了朋友~^^
开心``从中...
得知了好多东西也!

谢谢你! =]

Comments:

hahaz.
gaya0s la.
she is abit mafan d lar.
XD
# Posted by posted by  Lijing. (: : July 23, 2009 at 5:02 PM

hahz xP
yayar~
thnx warh~

lolxx nt me jy lerh~
ish new clarz monitor
they all wan gambatehz ler~^^

qianx=)
mii lazy login erh xD
# Posted by posted by  Anonymous : July 26, 2009 at 10:29 PM


15.7.09 wednesday.
running exam xP
not bad xia =)
run 8:33mins~
four rounds leh~
yay ^^ improved~
mii wan gambatehh!
other ppl also worh.. =]

16.7.09 thursday.
piano clarz cancelled xP
go home sleep~ zzZ
these dayz vry tired + hungry..
lack of slp.. xD + i kp eating lehx~
sumthing wrong with me x]
suddenly stomach prob.
suddenly owayz hungry.. =="

17.7.09 friday.
kp thnking tdy is wednesday =="
sot liao~ haha xD
tdy some1 fainted agenx..
haihz.. take k mar..
next tym dun run so faz thn pengsan..
scare me ==" mii vry worried d leh..
i doewan you go hospital agenx ar~
[haha,me vry good.. i doewan say out your name lehx xP]
but ar.. you dunno how take k yourself d lo =="
dunno how to say la. you juz take lots lots lots ov k.
ehh.. 2ren n 2xiao d ppl ar..
wan take k ar =="
st john cum save ppl over here lyk..
continuously leh @_@::

new clarz d.. "ban1 wei3"
haihz.. dunno wad to say..
gambatehh.. =="
i dunno how you all do work d..
juz one word la..
gambatehh =$


Comments:

我不服不服不服!!!
是谁都不愿自己管了半年的班级沦落到这个地步吧?

不爽。

放手，有好有坏=="
# Posted by posted by  `qianx. : July 19, 2009 at 12:46 PM


.讨厌上代数节
喜欢上science
.讨厌借裙=(
很丑555T_T
.讨厌别人抄袭。

喜欢去爸爸公司睡觉。zzZ


Comments:


我喜欢星期一 =)
因为有学会~
今天演猪，咔咔^^
爽叻~不过演得不太好。

相比下今天没那么好玩~
不过算了~xP还是很开心。

真的好想好想参加戏剧全国观摩赛...
but不懂有没有大的愿意陪我们参加...
希望可以咯~因为如果没有...
555...cannot enter comp. lehx...

学业最近还好，健康很烂。
感情okok咯，学会很开心。
家庭关系蛮不错。
朋友关系还好。
睡眠时间...照理讲不够xP
时间掌控不好。

===报告完毕===





**表莫名其妙了，我知道我写部落格很不清不楚啦~^^


\*笑笑狸&怒怒狐口爱极了~!^^i wan photo...xP


Comments:


我sot辽。=="

最近心情起伏超大。

开心就傻到不得了~

郁闷就...整个活死人样、睡眠状态。

常常失眠(不懂zomok)。

胃真的顶不顺。

[医生你xx@#$!*作默吓人?!T_T

唉...不能乱



也不懂做默酱子哒~



最近好多好多人不舒服。

像星期三的体育节咯~

一个晕，一个全身麻痹。

幸亏都没事了。

好好照顾身体哦...xP

下次多多注意!



星期四也是...

二孝又两个体育节倒。

好惨...你们也多多注意了噢!



*现在觉得当圣约翰也不错下~xD

咔咔可我不会啦。

忠于戏剧，忠于英辩。(希望啦)



想说...

一个月多了...

怎么样?


Comments:











Comments:

KAKAZ....
HPE U CAN PASS HYDROGEN.IODINE.POTASSIUM.POTASSIUM.OXYGEN D MOUTH.....
GAMBATEH!!!
# Posted by posted by  Unknown : July 11, 2009 at 5:50 PM


haha~最近总是很爽~
这个星期很认真很认真地上课噢~^^
咔~没睡觉~没看小说~哈~
不过有讲话...哈哈哈~xP
功课也做到完!神叻~
哈哈~还帮埋朋友补习...
不错叻~xP我发觉到如果我下次找不到工作
就回来中华当老师吧~哈哈~^^
讲真的啦!=]
回来教代数...不错不错~
教英文也不错~还是教...生化?xP
不错~很有趣~hm...我再考虑=]

yes!
今天学会~
db8我上场~
教练说我不错!
哈比ING~^^
我要加油加油加油!
咔~结果下个星期他还要看到
我们刚上场的那几个再上...
其实就好玩啦=]不过...motion我不太明...
suanz~我慢慢研究~哈~一个星期=)

参加了科学常识比赛xP
进去玩玩下啦~xD
看下我科学其实ok不x)
结果没人愿意陪我T_T
不过最后还是拖埋欣怡和沛縈下水xD
爽![我承认我sot了...]

弟子规诗歌朗诵比赛...
谁救救我?!我不懂怎样想动作~!!!T_T555...
我不是当导演的料...演员，可以考虑...
崇伟，别折磨我...55..
哈哈xP不过我尽力啦~
当作研究弟子规...有修养一点xD
毕竟看都没看过一则，
乘这个机会学习下啦xP

渐渐恢复了，好开心...=]






Comments:

di zi gui no need to afraid larh....
juz do your veri best lorh....
why not try acting lyke kong zi??
ask chong wei...
not bad....
can't really imagine him as kong zi...
lolx!!!
# Posted by posted by  Unknown : July 4, 2009 at 10:27 PM

LOL
me neither..
dizigui ar..
easy laa..xP
but nw i wanna try 突破~
be creative bit bit lo..
try la =]

~qianx95
# Posted by posted by  Anonymous : July 4, 2009 at 10:48 PM

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maybe i just can't let go.
maybe i just don't want to.
so many maybes, i just want to find the release catch.
these uncertainties revolving around me.
when will i be safe?

shutting my eyes.
slowing my breath.
i retreat deep within myself.
and then i ask.
what do i want?

maybe as i grow older.
as i grow up.
as i start thinking,
thinking about all the things i shall have to think about.
maybe i changed.
maybe i started caring for what i hadn't cared for,
and started ignoring all the others.
my mind set on another course.
a course i probably had no idea, no plans of.

maybe, maybe, maybe.
maybe this is why i'm living.
to experience, to feel.
to think, to live.

maybe i've just gone over-emotional. xP


Comments:



aargh~~~
today's society was a nightmare...haha, no idea why i suddenly freaked out and got stage fright...zomg and my voice automatically lockdown and et cetera...how embarassing haha xP...i kept rolling my eyes...lolx the way milo tcher acted it out for me to see xP how how how embarassing haha~i think its already a habit, rolling my eyes when i'm thinking~

wowhz~~~
there was a major discussion in class today (just our gang laa) about if our friendship will last...dunno why girls are much more emotional than guyz, why guyz are so much more hot blooded than girls...==" personally i think this isn't a big problem anywayz so why bother so much? but still. hey pals, even if we split up we'll still be friends larh~so don't worry if we can stick together or not, what matters most is that we cherish this friendship in our hearts =) forever~so don't cry and don't be too fast to get agitated and start saying we should split up right away==" idiotic eejits. huh~ am i weird or what? i sound cold blooded T^T

hmph~~~
i wanna take pictures of all my fwenz. how? zzZ...
and lemme think huh. i still have art to finish huh. =="
bwaiiz. i really wanna post up pics of y'all. huh.



Comments:


woww~

二仁加油!

今天又新交了朋友~^^
开心``从中...
得知了好多东西也!

谢谢你! =]

Comments:

hahaz.
gaya0s la.
she is abit mafan d lar.
XD # Posted by posted by  Lijing. (: : July 23, 2009 at 5:02 PM

hahz xP
yayar~
thnx warh~

lolxx nt me jy lerh~
ish new clarz monitor
they all wan gambatehz ler~^^

qianx=)
mii lazy login erh xD # Posted by posted by  Anonymous : July 26, 2009 at 10:29 PM


15.7.09 wednesday.
running exam xP
not bad xia =)
run 8:33mins~
four rounds leh~
yay ^^ improved~
mii wan gambatehh!
other ppl also worh.. =]

16.7.09 thursday.
piano clarz cancelled xP
go home sleep~ zzZ
these dayz vry tired + hungry..
lack of slp.. xD + i kp eating lehx~
sumthing wrong with me x]
suddenly stomach prob.
suddenly owayz hungry.. =="

17.7.09 friday.
kp thnking tdy is wednesday =="
sot liao~ haha xD
tdy some1 fainted agenx..
haihz.. take k mar..
next tym dun run so faz thn pengsan..
scare me ==" mii vry worried d leh..
i doewan you go hospital agenx ar~
[haha,me vry good.. i doewan say out your name lehx xP]
but ar.. you dunno how take k yourself d lo =="
dunno how to say la. you juz take lots lots lots ov k.
ehh.. 2ren n 2xiao d ppl ar..
wan take k ar =="
st john cum save ppl over here lyk..
continuously leh @_@::

new clarz d.. "ban1 wei3"
haihz.. dunno wad to say..
gambatehh.. =="
i dunno how you all do work d..
juz one word la..
gambatehh =$


Comments:

我不服不服不服!!!
是谁都不愿自己管了半年的班级沦落到这个地步吧?

不爽。

放手，有好有坏==" # Posted by posted by  `qianx. : July 19, 2009 at 12:46 PM


.讨厌上代数节
喜欢上science
.讨厌借裙=(
很丑555T_T
.讨厌别人抄袭。

喜欢去爸爸公司睡觉。zzZ


Comments:


我喜欢星期一 =)
因为有学会~
今天演猪，咔咔^^
爽叻~不过演得不太好。

相比下今天没那么好玩~
不过算了~xP还是很开心。

真的好想好想参加戏剧全国观摩赛...
but不懂有没有大的愿意陪我们参加...
希望可以咯~因为如果没有...
555...cannot enter comp. lehx...

学业最近还好，健康很烂。
感情okok咯，学会很开心。
家庭关系蛮不错。
朋友关系还好。
睡眠时间...照理讲不够xP
时间掌控不好。

===报告完毕===





**表莫名其妙了，我知道我写部落格很不清不楚啦~^^


\*笑笑狸&怒怒狐口爱极了~!^^i wan photo...xP


Comments:


我sot辽。=="

最近心情起伏超大。

开心就傻到不得了~

郁闷就...整个活死人样、睡眠状态。

常常失眠(不懂zomok)。

胃真的顶不顺。

[医生你xx@#$!*作默吓人?!T_T

唉...不能乱



也不懂做默酱子哒~



最近好多好多人不舒服。

像星期三的体育节咯~

一个晕，一个全身麻痹。

幸亏都没事了。

好好照顾身体哦...xP

下次多多注意!



星期四也是...

二孝又两个体育节倒。

好惨...你们也多多注意了噢!



*现在觉得当圣约翰也不错下~xD

咔咔可我不会啦。

忠于戏剧，忠于英辩。(希望啦)



想说...

一个月多了...

怎么样?


Comments:











Comments:

KAKAZ....
HPE U CAN PASS HYDROGEN.IODINE.POTASSIUM.POTASSIUM.OXYGEN D MOUTH.....
GAMBATEH!!! # Posted by posted by  Unknown : July 11, 2009 at 5:50 PM


haha~最近总是很爽~
这个星期很认真很认真地上课噢~^^
咔~没睡觉~没看小说~哈~
不过有讲话...哈哈哈~xP
功课也做到完!神叻~
哈哈~还帮埋朋友补习...
不错叻~xP我发觉到如果我下次找不到工作
就回来中华当老师吧~哈哈~^^
讲真的啦!=]
回来教代数...不错不错~
教英文也不错~还是教...生化?xP
不错~很有趣~hm...我再考虑=]

yes!
今天学会~
db8我上场~
教练说我不错!
哈比ING~^^
我要加油加油加油!
咔~结果下个星期他还要看到
我们刚上场的那几个再上...
其实就好玩啦=]不过...motion我不太明...
suanz~我慢慢研究~哈~一个星期=)

参加了科学常识比赛xP
进去玩玩下啦~xD
看下我科学其实ok不x)
结果没人愿意陪我T_T
不过最后还是拖埋欣怡和沛縈下水xD
爽![我承认我sot了...]

弟子规诗歌朗诵比赛...
谁救救我?!我不懂怎样想动作~!!!T_T555...
我不是当导演的料...演员，可以考虑...
崇伟，别折磨我...55..
哈哈xP不过我尽力啦~
当作研究弟子规...有修养一点xD
毕竟看都没看过一则，
乘这个机会学习下啦xP

渐渐恢复了，好开心...=]






Comments:

di zi gui no need to afraid larh....
juz do your veri best lorh....
why not try acting lyke kong zi??
ask chong wei...
not bad....
can't really imagine him as kong zi...
lolx!!! # Posted by posted by  Unknown : July 4, 2009 at 10:27 PM

LOL
me neither..
dizigui ar..
easy laa..xP
but nw i wanna try 突破~
be creative bit bit lo..
try la =]

~qianx95 # Posted by posted by  Anonymous : July 4, 2009 at 10:48 PM

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