18:07
23 June, 2011
好久好久了, 沒把時間留給自己.
總是在有時閒時頓時倒下補眠.
我在看我何時會崩潰倒下了.
今天有些頂不住了.
功課去死吧, 其他的給我靠邊站 :(
我有多久沒有好好睡一覺 沒有追動漫 沒有出街看戯了?
就連哥哥回來都沒有得陪他 :(
不過也罷, 他也有好多人陪啊 :)
終于看過了朋友們的部落格.
好多人 好多心事 :(
我聽説了好多好多, 可是都無法陪伴你們.
頓時覺得這樣的自己, 好失敗好失敗.
漸漸與世隔絕了, 真的好無助好無助.
這樣的自己, 到底是誰的朋友啊 :(
最終也只是自己, 一無所有罷了? ...
找不到誰來依靠, 只好摟住自己.
累了不想擦淚了就不哭了.
麻木了.
自虐罷了.
I'm
; on tht boundary, on th brink of doing sth destructive merely for the sake of rebelling.
; scared of really losing control and just flinging away all tht I've worked for all these time.
; stuck in th middle of caring and not caring, and it's tearing me apart while I don't knw wht to do.
I'm like ths Soviet Union defect, whr I was brilliant but finally gotta seek for political asylum. So be it.
我終于明白爲何一個人總是喜歡逃避, 逃學會, 不負責任也就罷了.
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18:07
23 June, 2011
好久好久了, 沒把時間留給自己.
總是在有時閒時頓時倒下補眠.
我在看我何時會崩潰倒下了.
今天有些頂不住了.
功課去死吧, 其他的給我靠邊站 :(
我有多久沒有好好睡一覺 沒有追動漫 沒有出街看戯了?
就連哥哥回來都沒有得陪他 :(
不過也罷, 他也有好多人陪啊 :)
終于看過了朋友們的部落格.
好多人 好多心事 :(
我聽説了好多好多, 可是都無法陪伴你們.
頓時覺得這樣的自己, 好失敗好失敗.
漸漸與世隔絕了, 真的好無助好無助.
這樣的自己, 到底是誰的朋友啊 :(
最終也只是自己, 一無所有罷了? ...
找不到誰來依靠, 只好摟住自己.
累了不想擦淚了就不哭了.
麻木了.
自虐罷了.
I'm
; on tht boundary, on th brink of doing sth destructive merely for the sake of rebelling.
; scared of really losing control and just flinging away all tht I've worked for all these time.
; stuck in th middle of caring and not caring, and it's tearing me apart while I don't knw wht to do.
I'm like ths Soviet Union defect, whr I was brilliant but finally gotta seek for political asylum. So be it.
我終于明白爲何一個人總是喜歡逃避, 逃學會, 不負責任也就罷了.
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