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;you make me happy :)

我想這麽對你說 ♥
eventhough I couldn't do the same for you.



我已與從前的我截然不同.
這點我非常清楚, 那些差別真的太明顯了.

I'm caught in the middle of
nothing and everything.

不想煩惱堅決不定
我想坦白
想些什麽不想寫什麽統統無所謂
最終也不過是無助兩個字.

最終 似乎厭倦了什麽 失去了什麽 討厭了什麽 討厭了自己.


似乎 放開了什麽 不顧了什麽 學會了敷衍 放棄了什麽.
是好事還是壞事?
不顧了.


You know what, right now.
I can actually envision myself quitting drama next year.
I guess it's an alternative.
I'm wondering if I'll mind.
This probably wouldn't be happening last year.
Yeaa, who cares. It's my life.

It's now or never.


If next year, I quit drama.
Become president of debate or something.
Or maybe focus on greenhouse.
Or go learn dance.
Or anything, something.
If I be irresponsible for once.
Let down a whole society of people.
If I just throw away four years of hard work.
Is it worth it, the sunk cost.

I have no idea.
But I'm seriously considering this.

I want time-out, totally.
Time for myself.
Time for friends.
Time other than the future and certificates and good universities.
Time other than the end of the world.

I don't know, time to live?


- hour 24:01.



debate made me happy today too :)
I love how I don't get leftover arguments. x)

I guess it's called confidence :)
Hey there. I hope you stay and don;t leave.


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;you make me happy :)

我想這麽對你說 ♥
eventhough I couldn't do the same for you.



我已與從前的我截然不同.
這點我非常清楚, 那些差別真的太明顯了.

I'm caught in the middle of
nothing and everything.

不想煩惱堅決不定
我想坦白
想些什麽不想寫什麽統統無所謂
最終也不過是無助兩個字.

最終 似乎厭倦了什麽 失去了什麽 討厭了什麽 討厭了自己.


似乎 放開了什麽 不顧了什麽 學會了敷衍 放棄了什麽.
是好事還是壞事?
不顧了.


You know what, right now.
I can actually envision myself quitting drama next year.
I guess it's an alternative.
I'm wondering if I'll mind.
This probably wouldn't be happening last year.
Yeaa, who cares. It's my life.

It's now or never.


If next year, I quit drama.
Become president of debate or something.
Or maybe focus on greenhouse.
Or go learn dance.
Or anything, something.
If I be irresponsible for once.
Let down a whole society of people.
If I just throw away four years of hard work.
Is it worth it, the sunk cost.

I have no idea.
But I'm seriously considering this.

I want time-out, totally.
Time for myself.
Time for friends.
Time other than the future and certificates and good universities.
Time other than the end of the world.

I don't know, time to live?


- hour 24:01.



debate made me happy today too :)
I love how I don't get leftover arguments. x)

I guess it's called confidence :)
Hey there. I hope you stay and don;t leave.


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